http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=raVYPJqUfxI - dirty diana

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_5w3rPbHF4 - blood on the dance floor

i love you, MJ.

i still can't believe mj's dead. he's the first and only artiste i've ever fancied. my eyes will be glued to the screen whenever i see him on tv. He's got this irresistible charm that will sweep girls (even guys) off their feet.. even little girls too. i remember when i first saw him in the "heal the world" mtv (edit: was 6 or 7 then..not 100% sure if it was really the "heal the world" mtv though), i asked my mum why this woman on tv was named michael, only to be told tt "she" was actually a guy. tt didn't matter cos there's this hint of innocence in his voice that drew me to him. or shld i say it was his distinctive voice, style, dance moves etc etc that made me fall in love with him. so basically i was first introduced to mj after watching tt mtv.. i can't seem to find tt clip online though (p.s: i tried searching for this clip weeks ago before he passed on). when i got the news of his passing, my heart almost skipped a beat.. i told myself this cldn't be happening.. the person whom i've admired since young is gone.. too soon. was in bkk then when i first read the news.. was checking my email in the hotel lobby...the headline in the home page of msn.com caught robin's eyes n he quickly informed me abt it but i was hoping that it wasn't true... when i finally read the article, it took quite awhile for the news to sink in. i kept telling robin that i was in no mood for anything, not even shopping.. cos mj's gone. yes i know it sounds crazy but till now i still havent quite gotten over the fact that he's dead.

i spent the whole of my sunday flipping through the channels.. watching mj's music block n rockumentary on mtv asia, his coverage in E! etc etc. he's by far the BEST entertainer i've ever known... he's just sooo versatile..i'll go crazy when i see him dance on tv. its just this whole package thing tt really captivates me.

anw, i won't be reporting to the pri sch for my practicum for the next 7 days cos i'm on self-quarantine or at least the sch told me to. so basically i hafta spend my last week of holls in the pri sch.. just so to serve my 5 full weeks of practicum. -_-''. thanks to h1n1. i'm feeling perfectly fine btw.

edit: i wanted to blog abt MJ before i left for bkk.. but i cldn't seem to find the mtv that i first saw him in.. how sad that when i finally blog abt him.. he's gone.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQ_l_o-53nI --gone too soon by MJ

RIP, MJ.. May God bless your soul.